I feel so... Sad...

I'm back at my parents because I wasn't getting anywhere with where I was staying at.
So im back here now in the basement. But its a nice basement, with rooms and such.. so its not cement n dirt.

I think my health insurence and my sons health insurence got cancled or something, So I need to figure out whats going on with that.

I still need to find an apartment soon, They dont want me here for long.

I still need to learn how to drive, but no one who can teach me is of the age...
and I've been trying since I was 16 to get my lisence and in December ill be 19 and i still don't have it. I just wish someone could teach me....

Im not sure where I should apply for work...

Im currently sunburn bad, I have a headache, and my backs still extremely messed up. andI twisted my ankles.. and I just feel like Im falling apart...

Where does one find the strength to go on?

So Today has consisted of and is going to consist of...

I ate the Ice cream ryan bought me and watched a Movie ♥

I painted my toenails, Domy kinda ruined them by deciding to touch them... oh well its Domy's touch to them.
I cleaned out my desk, or part of my desk, I'm currently wearing a face mask, and i got stuff to help get rid of my "fat dimples" on my thighs lol the thrills of being a mummy♥

I'm going to go take a shower, use my new shampoo and conditioner i just bought♥ Put some makeup on that I just bought♥ Possibly cut Dominics hair... But not likely... Give Domy a bath, and then go play outside with Domy hopefully it wont rain... And try out my old heelys that I got last year... So more then likely i'll be eating shit... lol!


While I get ready I will most deffinatly be dancing around like... welll like me and being goofy while listening to some jammin music


All because im that cool....

And then I have class... at 5:30!

guess I have to hurry!.... haha yeah right... im a tyotal procrastinator


yay for me and my sucky spelling!


♥

 So lately works been going good. I've been getting along good with mostly everyone which helps work be less stressful.

I finally found my prom dress! It's a little too poofy so they are downsizing it for me and my boobies were like hanging out so they are sowing it up some for me =) Which is perfect.




I just hope With my hair and make up that i'll look amazing. I just want one night that i look like fantastic and ya idk.


Domys taking his nap, So I'm just kinda chilling I got out of work early =) yayness..

School ends in May, I still have a half a year but i have summer off =)
Then after December I go to college *Yayness*
Prom is in May ♥ the 9th and I go with Alex and my chika Alyssa well not both as my date but yeah...
Summer Florida for a week ♥ right on the ocean♥

I still have my phone bill that i have to pay that is like 600 but i have till May 2nd to pay that off =)

I don't think I'm doing that bad =)

Evan my bro bro is moving to alaska on the 5th of May which Makes me uuberly sad! His B day is the 24th and i wont be able to see him. And It's just really going to fucking suck, cuzz There's no one around here to hang out with. and usually i hang out with him.and his friends... and I would never hang out with his friends unless he was here so... Yeah...

I guess it will just make me more focused on gettting the hell out of here though, and staying focused on what i need and want to do with my life...

It's nice out so i think im going to go sit outside and read...